WATEVA

Just last

2010-07-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

I've moved.
But i wont be deleting this blog.
I'll keep this for memories :)
If there's a need i'll drop by and rant a few words here.
:)

"Don't hate the past, Don't dwell about the past. Bcz all of that are memoeries and lesson to be learn."

Bye.

remember this?

2010-06-02T12:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CT! wish u all the best in life! thankq for always being dere for all of us.
u rock my world :)

lotsofLOVE ;Gomezzz (bimbz)

what do u want?

2010-05-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

Have u ever been in a situation where u don't feel safe even at home?

Have u ever been in a situation when u sleep, u can't even sleep in peace?

Have u ever been in a situation where u feel so loss and there is nothing u can do about

it?

Have you ever been in a situation where u r being push away by some1 u love?

Have u ever been in a situation where you have to suffer, you have to PRETEND to be okay for

someone else happiness?

Adding to it. when that someone is your love's ones.

How great can that be?

I bet that person is putting up a fake smile everyday just to keep his/her life going.

I bet that person is crying in pain every night.

Owh god. help this person.

shit

2010-05-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

WHY NOW? tsk

Slowly

2010-05-16T10:32:00.000-07:00

Its not easy. get the picture?

Balloon

2010-05-14T09:49:00.000-07:00

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched- they must be felt with the heart"

You.

2010-05-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

Its not that i don't wanna admit the truth. Yes, i know the truth.

I wanna say it. But something just hold me back and ask to wait and see if it is really REAL.

BEACH SICK

2010-05-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

I really really love and appreciate the beauty of the island. I wanna go to an island. I need a getaway once i am done with my argh-so-not-helping upcoming quiz and term test.

Bottom line: I miss the beach. I need a getaway :)

uhuh. Noted.

2010-04-27T17:03:00.000-07:00

It's normal to feel lonely when you first get out of a relationship, so

you want to rush right back into another one. But if you feel like you

neeeeeeed a boyfriend- any boyfriend- you won't pick the right guy.

Force yourself to take a LOVE BREAK and focus on other stuff that makes u happy.

Then, when you fall for someone new, you'll now it's because it's REAL.

(& not because you're on a mission to find a boyfriend)

-seventeen

From me to YOU.

2010-04-22T00:50:00.000-07:00

Letting go, even if it hurts, doesn't mean you have to let go of everything.
You just have to let go of the person and your feelings for him/her but the memories will always
be there whether it's good or bad.
Because everytime you remember those memories, it will always put a smile into your heart.
And be glad that once in your life this person made you happy and put colours into your life
even if it's just for awhile :))

-Unknown.

All i needed

2010-04-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

I need someone who is pleased to see me. It makes me feel it is all worthwhile :)

& im happy with my life now. I know what i need. I know what makes me happy. Getting through it bebe, even though its hard. ;p

whn?

2010-04-16T20:03:00.000-07:00

i missssss TIOMAN. I need a getaway trip. pwweeeetty please?

Very Naughty Girl

2010-04-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

She make me SMILE :)

PANDA eyes

2010-04-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

Have been keeping myself busy.

Hectic plans ahead.

&&& i hope 11 hours of sleep can last me for another 28 hours.
*zzzzzz*

hahah! wish me luck!

yes you.

2010-04-10T11:15:00.000-07:00

Comfort is all i need now. Thankq :)

questions

2010-04-06T19:35:00.000-07:00

If u were 2 ask me, do i hate him?

Ans: No. I dnt hate him. why should i?

true

2010-04-06T19:13:00.000-07:00

Yes. Its true i have been putting up a fake smile everyday.

Yes. Its true i have been keeping myself occupied.

Yes. Its true i have been lying, when i said "I'm Fine."

While deep inside, its really crushing me.

But what i did noe is dat, i have to keep myself going instead of falling.

Yes. Things happened for a reason.

I'm sure it happened for good :)

Lyyana.

nk gigit pipi!

2010-03-31T09:11:00.000-07:00

Seeing her cute tembam face, big eyes and her naughty mentel attitude can realli make me smile.

"I'm your best ever aunty rite?" :)

Fly

2010-03-31T09:05:00.000-07:00

Setting it free.

That Line

2010-03-28T09:52:00.000-07:00

Have you ever caught up in between something and you just don't know which way to go?

Have you ever caught up in the middle and trying your best to please both parties?

Or have you ever been in a situation where you just don't know what else to do and have to choose to go or let go?

yes.

2010-03-21T10:32:00.000-07:00

Finally, I know what i want and what i need.

Wait, b4 u wana comment about this. Do you know what u want and what you need? ;)
Coz i do.

This

2010-03-21T10:07:00.000-07:00

To be with me, i need this.

*Tell me those three words.

*Show me. "actions speaks louder than words"

*Makes me feel special

*You're happy around me

*Listen to me(Interested in what i am saying)

*Compliments me

*Takecare of me

*Ur circle of Friends and Family respect me

*Appreciates my worth

*Ask for my opinion

*Takes mt feeling into account

*Interested in what i want to do

Lastly, accepting me the way i am.

Am i asking for much? i dnt think so. Im not asking for a huge house, branded stuff, go to fancy restaurant, all of this is bullshit. Coz true love comes from the heart not $$$.

The Impact

2010-03-19T21:07:00.000-07:00

star

2010-03-19T21:06:00.000-07:00

I wanna go star gazing. Please.
:(

addicted

2010-03-19T20:56:00.001-07:00

I can't stop listening to "Stop crying your heart out." by Oasis.

oooowh...its just too addictive. "Hold on.Hold up. Don't be scared....."

Stare

2010-03-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

I gotta live every single day. Like it's the only one. Don't wana let it slip away AGAIN.

walk and dont look back

2010-03-09T07:47:00.000-08:00

I have never been strong enough to stay.

People say that walking away is the hardest thing to do, but it isn't.

Staying, even when you know it will break your heart, is the hardest thing.

Staying, right where you are, waiting for your entire world to be ripped into

pieces is much harder than walking away and starting a new one.

-Unknown

A difference.

2010-02-28T10:21:00.000-08:00

I have to put a stop . Its time for me to STOP thinking about what others want,what others are feelings, what others are thinking. Its time for me to take care of my own feelings with tender and care with sincere love and respect.
I'll make the call and I'll make the change and difference in me.

Just wait.

u cross the line

2010-02-16T08:57:00.000-08:00

Is this what u call LOVE? Explain to me.

can i?

2010-02-12T18:30:00.000-08:00

Stupid exams. Its killing me. I envy those people who can juggle their studies, work ,cca at the same time and have great results! *jealous*

"Money does not totally equal to happiness."

SMILE!

2010-02-07T08:35:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you just have to put up a fake smile, to keep urself going. Even though they said, running away does not help the situations, but being alone for awhile and spending time alone help to reduce the tension.

Time is going by.

2010-01-05T10:41:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2009.

-Met new, interesting people

-Began to have a taste how poly life is like

-Closer with family :)

-Holiday trip

-Stress level was mentally sever

-LOVE

2010

To become a stronger person than before :)

“A boy is a magical creature, you can lock him out of your workshop, but you can’t lock him out of your heart. You can get him out of your study, but you can’t get him out of your mind.”

lyyana

School is wayyy to "COOOLLLL"

2009-12-29T08:21:00.000-08:00

School starts. Stress starts. Assignment. Projects. Quiz. Tutorials. Lecture.

I have to keep up with it!

"The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to."

Love LYYANA

KLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2009-12-27T10:10:00.000-08:00

A good getaway. I need more of it :)

Do Something.

2009-12-22T07:38:00.000-08:00

There are times when I can't decide whether to see you or not,

I want to see you because I MISS YOU

but there are times when I don't want to see you

because everytime I do,

the fact that you don't see me the way that

I see you, HURTS me even more.

comfort.

2009-12-21T07:22:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we just need someone, someone whom we trust 2 be there . To be there,to make sure we're are okay. To be there, to let us know that they still care.

& I'm sorry that i wasn't good enough for you :(

"Someday I know I'll find a way To keep myself from holding on"

Lyyana

Back from the hec.

2009-12-14T12:29:00.000-08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates. A Hectic term i should say.

Someone asked me " why do u always post a sad entry liyana? are u sad?"

It kept me thinking though. I didn't realised it till sum1 eventually came up 2 me and ask me that question.haha. Well, only God knows why :)

"So many things happenend in a short period of time. So many things i wish i could just let it out. But no, i have 2 keep it to myself so that i won't hurt anyone again. I'm feeling useless. or should i say I AM USELESS?"

lyyana

Friend

2009-11-25T09:33:00.000-08:00

Thank You, Friend
Thank you, friend, for all the things.
That mean so much to me--For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me
;And just for being you.
Thanks for in-depth conversation
That stimulates my brain;
For silly times we laugh out loud;
For things I can't explain.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,Thank you;
Thank you, friend.

By Joanna Fuchs

At the back of my mind.

2009-10-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

I have so many things in my mind right now,till i dnt noe whr to start.

Lately, i have been thinking a lot how life would turn out for me in 5 years time.

& so I've made a list which i have to do in order to achieve my dreams.

I know,i know..people may think that i won't plan ahead and i won't bother about this bullshit stuff.

Perhaps,that's what they thought.

I have plans and i know what exactly i have to do.

I know what exactly i need to do to have a better life for my mum and myself in future.

Saving up money and getting my Diploma are past of the lists.

How i wish i have this huge sum of money now,so dat my mum doesn't have 2 work.haish.

Its heartbreaking seeing her every morning pushing the trolley to go to work.

Well mum, give me sometime and u dnt have 2 work anymore. Hold on dere<3

Even though we quarrel,even though i might nt be the best daughter.

What i did know is that, you are the best mum that i ever had.

I'll always Love you.

Lyyana.

"You always have a choice.So don't blame others."

YOU said you would TRY.

2009-10-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

are u forcing yourself? it seems like u're forcing yourself and nt happy with it. Than my advise is STOP. STOP trying if it makes ur life miserable.

Nites.

Asher Book

2009-09-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

ASHER BOOK is so Charming! His cute :))

Fame was good, i think it could be better. But i still Love the movie! go watch it! ;)

*Bf,i still do love you.I just miss those times.*<3

Just walk.

2009-09-26T12:02:00.000-07:00

Take me away, to a secret place, to a SWEET ESCAPE.

I wanna go again.please.

Im starting to realised it.

2009-09-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

"If a random friend looked at your FACEBOOK, would she be able to tell you're with someone? It's a good sign if your guy POSTS PICTURE OF YOU together and writes on your wall. That means he's not AFRAID to make your RELATIONSHIP public and sees it as more than a passing thing.A GUY who's after quick fun won't want the world to see around of it."

To come and think of it. Why am i forcing myself again?What do i gain? NOTHING.

LOVE LYYANA.

Picking up the pieces again?

2009-09-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

Revenge was nvr the solution. I know that. That's the reason why I'm swallowing it hard enough.

That's the reason why sometimes I gotta break down and breath.

Before i 4got, Selamat Hari Raya 2 all my lovelies and Muslim friends :) Have a great Raya!

abcdefg

2009-09-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

I just need to complain so that i wnt get DEPRESSED.
If you think that my complains irritates you, you can jolly well leave.
In the first place, who ask you to stay?tsk.

&& i miss My Best friend . SHAZHILLA :(

i just have to complain.you got prob?

2009-09-10T09:10:00.000-07:00

It sucks to noe that i failed my organic chem. When on the other side, i really put in effort to pass for that subject. Maybe i didn't try hard enough. Or maybe i studied wrongly.

i know that im a slow learner.Im not like those A students.

But what i did noe is that, i'll nvr gv up.

No matter what people wanna say abt me,they cnt stop me frm believing in myself.

Thankq to you people, who nvr fails to stood by my side and entertain my 24/7 complains.

Well,you know who you are =)

If u think my English sucks and u cnt figure out what the hell im tokin. Well, u dnt have 2 waste ur time and think.Just leave.

Lyyana.

Those little things.

2009-09-01T12:06:00.000-07:00

Because at the end of the day,

"It is the things in common that make relationships enjoyable, but it is the little differences that make them interesting."

find out.

2009-09-01T11:59:00.001-07:00

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

be there

2009-09-01T09:55:00.000-07:00

At least be there to wipe away my tears if you're goin to make me cry.

Recap.i will nvr 4get :)

2009-08-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

Though it was 2 months ago, those memories are till fresh. And there's no harm for saying thankq again rite? =)

My Bdae at HARDROCK! =))

Lan & Syaheed creativity. So unexpected but yet so sweet =)

They gv me this cute teddy bear bcoz of the teeth! (GAP) Thanx NISA,MUS,AMIN & HAKIM.

My beautiful girls. They always make me smile :)

Unfortunately,there's a lot more to share about my awesome bdae but dere's no picture.Tsk.

Especially the one with my bf and my best friend. So sad ar:(

Not forgetting,the cards,the choc frm az and farn. The present frm syaz,siti and eee. And the cool cake my secondary skewl sweethearts bought for me and the surprises! thankq every single one of you :) I love you all <3

I know its kinda late,been busy with skewl and stuff.

Now dat exams are over,i am back on track ;p

&& SELAMAT BERPUASE YE.

"The secret to happiness is not in doing what one likes to do, but in liking what one has to do."

LYYANA.

occupied.

2009-08-06T06:58:00.000-07:00

I promise that i will blog about my awesome19th bday soon even though its kinda 'Basi'.
So sorry.heeeeee :( Now,i'm occupied with work and the Look Alike TRANSFORMERS numbers,
,symbols, equations, reactions and reactants at school.Bcoz my exams are arnd the corner!

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you....The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.' "

Wait,when again would the guys willing to do all these for the girls?- Let me answer you, ONLY in THE BEGINNING JER. pedah. Owh, so typical of them.rite? ;)

P.S: sape mkn chilli terase pedasnye. Jgn terase lah okay ... =)))

HeartLYYANA.

Thankq!

2009-07-18T03:44:00.000-07:00

Thankq again for all the wishes! I'll update soon about my superb 19th celebration with all the amazing people. ;) I Love You all lah...

sweetloveLYYANA.

Sweet tommorow for me <3

2009-07-15T08:32:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow i will turn 19.How fast that can be?

I wish i was still 16.But, itz ok..people thought that I'm still 17.hehe.

& the "BEST" part of tomorrow are, I have Engineering Maths Quiz & skewls ends at 6pm!

How great can that be?YOu tell me? :(

I'm glad that my lovely sweet friends are there,if not i won't wanna attend skewl tomorrow. ;)

Not forgetting, thankq to those people for your advance mini surprise,gifts and wishes.

Thankq very mucchh!

Lastly.. "HAPPY 19 Birthday to ME!"

LoveLove Lyyana<33

Only Words?

2009-07-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

"A great boyfriend is one whose actions speak louder than words. If you're with a guy who
constantly breaks promises or keeps telling you he loves you but acts as though he doesn't,
then he's not worth the effort."

-Seventeen

Love LYYANA

:)

2009-07-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

My two most cute and Irritating yet sweet little girlfriends ;)

Last Saturday was great. I Love My STARBUCKS-A2.

"Truth is,revenge has never been sweet."

ok nite!

drop it.

2009-06-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

Dont change.You're Turning to become someone different.Someone u r not suppose to be.

Fly and away.

2009-06-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

Next stop. I wanna go Korea or Thailand end of the year . I will make it happen. Who's with me? ;)

"Attack the problem.Not the person."

LOVELYYANA.

New found hobby.

2009-06-20T11:47:00.000-07:00

I know this is random but wth itz my blog! =) I want to travel around the world(if possible) before i get married and so.But with my own pocket money. I do not want to use my parents money because they have paid enough for my education and skewl pocket money. Since for now,I'm still studying and wrking part-time, i plan to travel to nearby country.Eg. Malaysia, Thailand. Owh yah! i want to go scuba diving plz? & i need to find a traveling-partner.Who do not mind splurging their money to go for holidays. huhuhu. From now, I need to control my spending on shopping! so that i would get to travel round the world! Isn't it fun?

Talking about this, suddenly, I MISS PLAYING SOCCER :(

LoveLyyana

YOu.

2009-06-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4 YEARS 11 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!

It feels as though i just knew u few weeks ago.hahaha.

I really love u.I can't wait for nxt month on the 17. :)

"You dont have to act that u are strong,while deep inside u are lonely and scared."

Lyyana.

never regret.

2009-06-14T10:18:00.001-07:00

Tioman was superb.I really did enjoy myself. The sea was crystal clear compared 2 Singapore lah.haha.For more pictures visit my facebook ok people? ;)

However,when i came back from tioman,I thought u wouldn't miss me.i thought it would be better for u but i was wrong....

You did miss me.I was so happy when i received those msges from you.

You said "Coz i kinda mish u n feel lonely while u were gone dear."

Boy,u made me love u even more.

“Men hold their feelings in and women splash and dance in them.”

LoveLyyana.

get away.

2009-06-06T08:54:00.000-07:00

My beautiful polymates! Love them lahh :)

When shopping with ida.There were a lot of things i wanted to bought.BUT BUT i have to control on my spending.So that i could save it for my N97 and my Lacoste bag!heh.

Owh anyways.. One more day to Tioman!! im super excited! I dnt bloody care if there's SWINE FLU or not.Coz i noe I'm gonna have a lot of fun!bluek.

TO my dearest crazy classmates(Hakim syuk amin and shy) owh well,u guys are just jealous that im going for holiday and u're not!boo!

I really need this short getaway trip.To ease my mind about certain things and not to think to much about whats happening here.At least for a moment :)

To rozz,Perth is boring lah.The place is for old people only.Sydney way better!heh.joking2.

hope u enjoy ur trip darls<33

Now,TIOMAN is calling me!wooooHoooo ;D

"Sometimes its better telling a painful truth than telling a simple lie before its TOO LATE to REGRET."

LoveLyyana.

shoot you down.

2009-06-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

What would you do when one of your close friends doesn't respects you for who you are?
Make fun of you,infront of others.Criticize you.Shout at your bloody face in the public.
What?How would you handle it?How do you feel?

As for me, just two words to describe it. "FUCK UP!"

Cheeesssyyy

2009-05-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

You noe that im owayz here for you.ily annoying boy.

Lyyana

4am

2009-05-23T13:17:00.001-07:00

Sometimes u dnt realise what u've done,until u see it damage.

Lyyana<3

keep climbing

2009-05-21T22:43:00.000-07:00

The struggles I'm facing.The chances I'm taking.Sometimes might knock me down.

But no, I'm not breaking.

Shit happens.I know.but do u know?

2009-05-19T06:03:00.000-07:00

I'm being left out from ur life.I dnt feel dat i'm important to u.

why must u push me away..am i not part of ur life?

Sometimes,I dnt noe where should i pour out my feelings anymore..

And i felt like running away....

But i noe dere's always a solution to everything.

All i noe that i am strong and i wont repeat my mistakes again like what i

did in 2007.

*this is just a random post.I'm not referring to anyone.jgn terase uh.Btw,some people should juz mind their fcukin own business.Thankq.

"Loneliness is never more cruel than when it is felt in close propinquity with someone who has ceased to communicate."

Lyyana.

Fast Forward plz?

2009-05-16T11:08:00.000-07:00

Term test is next week.So much to learn and yet so little time to study.Tsk.
I believe that i can do it.Even though I'm a slow learner. Perseverance and determination that's all it takes.

And after that............................................................ You guyz know what??

My friends and i will be going tioman diz june!weeee.

huhuhuhuhu.i cant wait!Its gonna be so much fun.

GoshGoshGosh!I'm excited.A short getaway trip is what i need.

I'm sooo looking forward to it !=))))

LoveLyyana.

*I wonder why some people would do such things to their own friends?tsk*

Only one.

2009-05-09T10:49:00.000-07:00

I hope you like your "mini surprise" bdae yesterday dear.
You know that i'll always love you.

Goodnight.lovelyyana

RULE 37

2009-05-09T09:28:00.000-07:00

If you can say something nice, do.

Here's a common conversation between partners who have been together for a while:

"You never tell me i look nice anymore."

"Well you know you do.It should be obvious."

Look,we all need reassurance and encouragement. We're human and that's how we work.

Everyone likes to be told when they're doing well. That's why they have prize-giving at school right?

Reality check,people always want to be recognized and approved of,and one of the main ways we do that for people is by telling them so.

Why should your partner be any different?and if they love you and i'm sure they do-it means more to them to hear your approval than anyone else's. So you need to make sure that you always let your partner know you're pleased or approving:

etc.

*when they look nice
*when they've done something you respect or admire

*when they've produced something good-a thoughtful gift

*when they've been creative

You should tell them that you love them.

All of this will help your partner feel cherished and cared for,and feel good about themselves.

And that's what you want from them.So rather than thinking, "it's obvious, i shouldn't need to say it," you need to think, "its obvious so why wouldn't i say it?"

Sometimes, its just a matter of putting a little effort to make a difference.
eg.sending a sweet good morning msg to your partner to start the day with.
(i tell you,It works k! i felt happy each time he text me does kind of msges.)

well.......

We all need reassurance and encouragement.We're human, and that's how we work.

:The Rules of love-

LYYANA

kidnap my heart

2009-05-01T11:00:00.000-07:00

"You stop it lah.jgn ambik gamba.i kn tenga makan..."

hahahaha.But i dnt care!heh

Happy 20th Birthday to my one & only annoying boyfriend!<33

Though it has been 4yrs 9months being with you.

Though we've been through a lot.

Though sometimes or always we argue over stupid issues.

Though your ego always make me wanna kill you.

Though i feel like biting you!

Though you are cute bf,but i nvr wanna admit.haha!

Though you sometimes sucks at layaning me.

Though you with your 24/7 games.

Though you nvr take things seriously

Though you are often LATE!

Though you would get scolding by me if you didnt rply my text.

Though i hate you,because when we argue, you would have something to shoot back at me! and i lose uhh.owh, but now no no im NOT gonna lose dear =p

& now im missin you badly.You would only b back on Sunday.bohoo.

No matter what happens, deres only one person who has the key to my heart and dats YOU!

Happy bdae maboooooo.<33

make yourself freee nxt week plzzzzzzzzzzzz?

I love you.

LOVELyyana

special

2009-04-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

I miss this.I miss that.I miss them :)

"You make a choice everyday in your life."

Lyyana.

wOnDeRfUL.

2009-04-19T10:30:00.000-07:00

RULE 21
So what are u doing with ur partner? I don't mean what are you doing right now.i mean why are you together? I hope the answer is because you love them and they make you feel good about yourself.

You don't need them though. If your partner is doing their job properly-nd so are u-u can manage without them. That's not to say you'd choose to, but you could if you had to. In a strong relationship, partners don't breed dependence-they encourage independence. If ur partner loves you for who you are, they won't try to change you into anything else, but will help you to feel stronger and more confident and secure as a person, and to have greater self-esteem.

However,if u are too independent enough to go through all the obstacle alone.
You don't need them to make you feel special, or gv u financial security, whats the point of having a partner?
So what are partner for?you tell me.
So why are you with them?Because you want to be.That's it. No other reason. Isn't that fabulous? You don't have to be there, you just choose to be.

So people,ask yourself this.Why do you still want to be with your partner?
Think carefully.I am very sure there are thousands of answers in your mind.
hahaha.Isn't it complicated?
As you guys know,i got all these information from a book called RULES OF LOVE.
I didnt exactly copy it directly from the book.Because it was tooooo looonnggg.
I just summarise it.malas uhh.

"Be together because you want to, not because you need to."

LoveLoveLYYANA.

A-S oiiiiii!

2009-04-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

It was a hectic week i must said.There was no rest for me.

Because my weekends were occupied by work & family.

& my week days were occupied with SCHOOL obviously!

zzzzZZZZzzzz.

Ok besides that,orientation was superb!gv it 8/10.

Actually, after orientation i was suppose to meet rozzy & plan to go jam & hop together.

But unfortunately, i finish late! i didnt get to go Tp Jam & Hop.ahhhh.

Sorry rozz & zack!

Btw,my dad bought for me a laptop! yeeehaaaaa =) thankq dad.

Next stop, CAMERA PLZZZZz.

where's my canon camera, 14.6 mgx nie? tsk!

LoveLyyana

So Pack.

2009-04-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

Everything is new now..It feels different being in poly.

Its a big change for me.But well, im supperrr glad & thankful that i made it.

Currently,im having my orientation diz past few days.Im soooo super busy &

lazy to update blog.gosh.

i miss maboo.You dnt hv to worry dear,i'll always love you.

Tomorrow gonna be a looooooonnnnnngggggggg, ffuuun & tiring day....

Orientation.Jam & Hop. Dear fetching me! Movie time.yeay!

ooowwh ya,b4 i go.i bump into someone just now.hehe.

goooodnight people!Lyyana<33

"When you judge another, you do not define them, you define yourself."

Thinking..

2009-04-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

I really miss all of my friends.

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Goodnight.LyYana.

Rule of Love?

2009-04-03T07:13:00.000-07:00

Don't stay with someone who doesn't care.

Some people are great at being partners, and some just aren't.
Once they've known you through all the seasons, they settle down into
taking you for granted.They haven't got time for your problems-
if they've even noticed that you're not usual jolly self.
They don't bring flowers anymore, or suggest a romantic evening out, or
spoil you on your birthday. In short, they just don't care enough.

Often the people who do this downright self-centred.
They stop noticing you once they think the relationship is
secure, and go back to thinking about themselves.
They'll probably still expect you to look out for them, and listen while
they talk through their problems or offload the stress of the day, but they're reluctant to reciprocate.

Sadly, these people aren't likely to change, at least not for you.
Maybe-one day-they'll be dumped by someone really special and it will
wake them up for next time.I hope so. But it may have to be you that dumps them.
The fact is that they don't care enough, they won't make you feel special.And that's not right or fair.

You want your partner who makes you feel special because you are, and
they want you to know it, not one who has learnt to go through the
motions in order to stop you leaving. and that's what it comes down to. If your partner truly cares about you, they'll make it very clear. If, deep down, they're
putting themselves first and taking you for granted, its not going to change.
You deserve better than that: go and find yourself someone who really wants to make you happy.

If your partner doesn't care about you now,at the start of the relationship,
things will go downhill if you stay together.Don't imagine that moving in together
or getting married or whatever is going to make it all better, because i can tell you now that it will make it all worse. You need well and truly to resolve this
problem before you consider making a big commitment to them-and good luck to you.
If you decide to give them a last chance, give it a very long time to be sure they
really changed before you commit yourself.

Somewhere out there is someone who will care for you for properly, in every sense.
Don't throw yourself away on someone who won't.It will damage your confidence and
your self-esteem over the years, as well as making you unhappy. So do yourself a favour and wait for someone better to come along.

"You want a partner who makes you feel special because you are."

Quote from a book "The rule of Love."

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I know I know its a lengthy post.But it makes sense though.

Read it carefully if you guys have the time.

I dont force you guys to read, if you dnt wanna read it.

Tu kau nye pasal!

Ok toodles!

GOODNIGHT. LYYANA

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2009-04-02T08:57:00.000-07:00

Perhaps im just tooo TIRED.done

Goodnight.

what?

2009-04-01T08:55:00.000-07:00

I felt that i'm the bad person.
These past few months, i got easily irritated & annoyed by you.
Maybe because i cnt stand the way u treating me &
those "incredible" words of yours just to make me feel down.
I do feel sad & remorse everytime i thought about it.
In other words, deep down i felt that i failed to make you realised
that i treasure our friendship.
I tried my best to be a good friend.
Maybe i wasn't good enough for you.
Or maybe i wasn't even part of your life.
To think of the situation again & again,i am just wasting my
time.
YOu dnt even bother.
I cnt stand feeling this way anymore.
I realised that you dnt know when to stop hurting me.
There's a limit to everything.
But still....
I believe deep deep down you,there's a person with a good heart.
You just gotta control your emotions well.
I say so because, i care.
Every person that walks into my life, are important to me.
Especially my Love ones.
LOTSOFLOVE LYYANA.

Random lah!

2009-04-01T08:03:00.000-07:00

*Love*
1) Are you in love now... or falling in love?	Im deeply in Love now & always.
2) Have u been cheated on?	errmmmm...ask him urself cn?
3) Have you cheated on someone?	Once? heh.
4) Are you in a relationship now?	cn i say "LIKE DUHH!!!"
5) When was your last break up?	5 years ago?
6) How many boyfriends have you had?	alot la sia..haha.only 3 je..
7) Do you ever want 2 get married and have kids?	yes.in 8 yrs time?nk enjoy dulu.
8) Who is your first true love (even if it didnt work out)?	its a secret.jgn jadi kpo!
9) Do you believe in Love at first site	Yes.certainly!
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show me.

2009-03-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

Because there's only space for you in my heart.

Goodnight.
LYYANA.

perhaps.

2009-03-11T09:37:00.000-07:00

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me.

I never ever needed YOU , your Owh so "SWEET" words just to destroy my world.

LYYANA

swensen;)

2009-03-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

gelojoh sia aku.haha.

Huda tembam, u're not fat ok?

Had a random meetup with huda.Byk nye nk breakfast kat mac.donald.hahaha.
End up at swensen & hv our lunch.Thanx for accompanying me.So sweet lah.
Cant wait for our batam trip!woohooo.

& beside that i bought MP3 for myself =)))

At least theres sumting to make me happy.

Well, i guess, i need some space for now.
You dnt hv to crack ur brain & figure out what the hell
does it suppose to mean.

LoovvveeeLyyana.

feelings.

2009-03-03T23:15:00.000-08:00

I thought i was just being paranoid.
But i wasn't.
Because it takes two hands to clap.
Maybe i tried to hard taking care of my love ones feelings.
Till, i neglect myself.

LYYANA.

I miss

2009-03-01T07:01:00.000-08:00

I am missing everyone now.I miss goin to the beach with myboo.when was the last time
we when there again?.tell me about it.I miss my secondary sch friends.I miss razin random photo taking picture.I miss doing art.I miss golden village nachos with xtra cheese,so YUMMY!.I miss roller blading.I miss SNO.I miss Soccer.I miss my CAMERA.Till now,i hv not send for service yet.hmmph.I miss Haji Lane.I miss spending time at home alone,watching DVD with PEACE.argh.I miss 2006 alot.I miss spending QUALITY time with myboo.I miss sports.I miss studying lesson with ina,illa,herda & zack.I miss my twin.I miss my home at tampines really badly.Lets just make it simple huh?I miss EVERYTHING & EVERYONE.

But it doesn't mean that i dont feel happy with my life now.i certainly do!
Just that i missing them badly.Which part of them?everything.

Taggg reply:i'link u guyz soon & sorry for nt replying.hehe.

You can meet an extraordinarily beautiful person, but if they are empty inside, there is no real beauty.

LOVE,LYYANA.

change

2009-02-19T21:17:00.000-08:00

"If you're lucky enough to be different from everybody else, don't change."

LYYANA.

Antara kita.

2009-02-17T07:44:00.000-08:00

Happy 4yrs 7 months anniversary my Dear!I LOVE YoU..I love u bcoz u suck.
I love you bocz u're weird.
I love you bcoz u respect me.
I love you bcoz u cute just like me!hahaha =))
If i were 2 go on,the list would nvr end.

IXUS 980IS

I want this bloody camera! Ok,by april i must get it..
Its 14.7 megapixel okay.......helloooo...gosh.
&& a HANDPHONE=)

* What she carries with her reflects her style.

LOVELLYANA.

Love is CINTA.Since,170704.

2009-02-15T08:25:00.000-08:00

He pick me & my family up at my place before we proceed to our plans.
When he arrived , i wonder why he was smiling differently.
As if he was keeping sumtin from me..
& sooo i erase those thoughts away.......
& than....out of a sudden he showed me a small paper bag.
wanna guess what is it?
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Its a bag from SOOKEE jewelry!!!!
i went numb & speechless.i was smiling ear 2 ear.
He said"Happy valentine day..i want u to wear it today."

OMG.dats the most expensive gift i ever had dear.
Silly boy,the most important thing that i want from you is,
being there for me.
Even after 4 yrs, i'm still madly in love wit you.
Because u will always be my baby boy.Thankyou.

"I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am."

LOtsofLove,Lyyana.

Rip curl.

2009-02-15T07:50:00.000-08:00

Just a Catching up session with my long lost friend ;D

Far East, Wisma, Bugis, Haji Lane & Dinner.<3
Hope to meet up with the rest soon.

"It is always better to be an original than an imitation, even when the imitation is of something better than the original."

Lyyana.

Its for me to think.

2009-02-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

There are some hole in my heart that has yet to be cure
& that has yet to be replace.Its so confusing.
Its so complicated.
Still, I'm not taking it seriously.
Should i or should i not?

“It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.”

LYYANALOVE<3

what matters the most is what u believe in.

2009-02-03T07:02:00.000-08:00

Yes i've made it.Yes i got the course that i wanted.
I am posted to Temasek Polytechnic, Chemical Engineering.
But at that point of time,i was stunned.
Izzit real or it was just a dream?
To my surprise,at first i wasn't happy.
I was scared.Scared of the CHANGES.
Scared that i couldn't adapt to the surrounding.
But after thinking back & seek people for some advise, i guess ,
i was being stupid & paranoid.
Why must i be scared?Why must i be fear of those stories?
why must i let people words hunt my self-esteem down?
Than i realised , that i got what i wanted , i got what i choose.
Yes,i will try my best;)

Love lyyana<3

excuses.

2009-02-03T00:16:00.000-08:00

I will update sooonnnn...
Just tooo tired & lazy & sleeeppppy & moreeee lah...

I LOVE My TEAM<3333
we rock.

"Itz funny what love can make you do."

Lyyana.=)

random.

2009-01-29T06:57:00.000-08:00

I am still me.I did not change.But juz dat,i've gain back my
confidence to stand up for myself & not letting other people take
advantage of me.If you want other people to respect you,respect urself 1st.

Goodnightsweets.
Lyyana

boiling point!!

2009-01-18T07:25:00.000-08:00

i just came to realised that , why should i fucking bother about other
people feelings when they dnt bloody cares about mine??
eh fuck.everyone are neither perfect nor genius.

kau pikir kau bagus sngt pe?semue kau betol ahhh.
Semue kene dgr ckp kau.FCUK.
Org lain semue salah...g mampos lah.
Mentang2 da pandai da kaye,lupe diri!
Tak payah nk step mane peh High standard lah.cb

Its true.when u met new people in ur life,u tend to 4get the old ones.
The old ones that always been there for you.

bye.

Determined.

2009-01-17T08:52:00.000-08:00

Sometimes its not always about giving in.
Sometimes its about standing up for your right.
& Sometimes its about nt giving a SHIT abt what PEOPLE arnd
you would say.
Just believe in yourself & prove them wrong :)

"The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather in a lack of will."

LYYANA.GOODNIGHT.

UpDownUpdOWN-UPDATE!

2009-01-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

I'm glad that everything is back on track.
With my olevel results getting 16 points,
what more cn i ask for right?
I guess, I've made the right moved to repeat last yr.
=) Like i said, i wouldn't hv made it without your(u shld noe who u r)support.
Thank you & Thank you.
For the past few days i've been askin arnd like mad woman abt sci course.
Asking for feedback, browsing polytechnic website for info.
Crazy & semangat i tell you.haha.
Now,im interested to pursue my studies in Biotechnology at Temasek Poly.
I'm really hoping that i could get into that course.
Seriously.
Bcoz i really do love science & i dnt mind doing alot2 of research for it.
im ready :)
Well,this is it.A new journey to begin with ;))

Thank you dear for being dere yesterday & helping me out<33.

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

Goodnight.LYYANA.

Tears of JOy.

2009-01-12T08:35:00.001-08:00

Im just sooo super duppper happppyyyyyyy.
A bigBIG THANK YOU to everyone for
your support & believing in me!
Im speechless.
i wana cry now.

With Lots of LOVE LYYANA<3

Something to make me smile.

2009-01-11T08:40:00.000-08:00

ok wait.b4 i'm off to dreamland..
There's something that i need to share.
Something dat at least culd make me smile b4 the big day.
Soorrrryy Faizah but i cnt help it.

Me=Vanilla Cream.Syaz=Latte.Faizah=???

AMERICANO

Hehehehe.Faizah u're the best;)

TICKtockTICK!

2009-01-11T07:51:00.000-08:00

All i can say now is, The Day has finally arrived.& I'm ready to face it.Whatever happens I noe dat i hv done my best:)
I cant wait!.ticktockticktock.
the clock is ticking fast enough.

"There is no failure except in no longer trying. "

LYYANALOVE..

what is FUN?;)

2009-01-08T03:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was FUN!Expected.
Well as usual, whenever we get together, all of us would not stop laughing.
=)
im feeling rather exhausted now.
More pics or Updates, nxt entry yor.
Wait,wait.Wana know what?
I bump into someone just now!
ehem.
=D

"The best proof of love is trust."
-Dr. Joyce Brothers

LYYANALAHHHHH...

Since 2003*

2009-01-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

Her name is Shazhillah.
& she LOVES Mac.Donald breakfast so much sampai bleh gado k!haha.

Her name is NAzreena mendez.haha.
anak nye zulkifleeeeeeeee fly mosquito.hehe
Look at her shining teeth!

Her name is MUfidafe.
Anaknye skin head!lu nye bapak rock uh=D
My belooooooo gf.heee.

Well,im proud 2 hv them in my life since 2003 till today!
woooooooo.

WithLoveLyyanalah.

Imissthem.