Like WTH.
No one's at home.
& im like freaking hungry.
hello!im physically n emotionally tired here.
Thanx 4 making my day yar?
im off to east point to buy food 2 feed myself!
Since there's no one at home to accompany me today.
Bloody hell.
Get it?
Majok uh.
Bye lah bye lah!



P.S: Dear,get well soon k.Please dnt b such a stubborn boy.
Get well soon n bring me 2 bowling n movie!Ok idiot?
hahahahaha.muah.


Love.YANA

Back to skewl.
I mean secondary skewl.Haha.
The teachers was demanding as ever.
the New timetable was even worse as expected!
OOOO man.Goddamit.So sucky!
As much as i hate skewl now,
i hv 2 bare wit it.
"Think Positive Yana.Think Positive!3 months more!"
That pharse keep on rewining in my mind
like a tape recorder..Juz 2 keep me going.
Well,it helps though.
Im bored 2 death.
Seeing alot of numbers and plenty of words for hours since morning.
I need a break man!
"____"
Dear,please bring me to play bowling this week.
Please.I want to ease my mind juz for a while.
;)

Haiya.But his been busy wit work.
& im stuck here wit o's.
Fat hope lah k.
*slap forehead*
GOSH.
why am i so cranky huh?
damn it.must be my pms day.
I nd air 2 breath gv me some space.
& i want my choc cream chip frap nw!
NW NW NW!
Pardon me people.Im abit "sort in the brain" for today.
hmmm.i shld nt dwell n complaining abt it any further.
I hv to get my ass of this comp n finish up my task for today.
lalalalala.
& & im counting the days till 16 & 17 July!
=D woooohoooo!
Goodnite people;)




PAIN is Temporary.
GLORY Is Forever.

I LOVE my Mother so much.
Nothin in this world could replace her.
Although i hate her when she non-stop
nagging at me.Well,its for my own good.
Thats part of mothers Job.
& so sometimes i juz culdnt understand why
people can be so fuckin rude to their own mum.
Those people tend to 4get themselves.
GOsh.
ok sTop it!haha.
im suppose to talk about Dad.
since its father's day yesterday.
But sadly,i dnt hv the chance 2 see him often
n wish him.
haish.
Deep inside my heart,i pray one day he will come 2
his sense n back 2 us
&2 be wit my mum again.
But Base on the situation nw,its a fat hope.
but i still dnt gv up.
i miss those feelings of "Happy Family"
hmmm,Nothing is perfect in life rite?
i juz pray 4 the better.
& i will take good care of my mum no matter wat happens.
Promise.
Well again.
"HAPPY FATHERS DAY AYAH"

They said you wouldn't make it so far a a
And ever since they've said it its been hard
But never mind that night'cha had to cry
Cause you had never let it go inside
You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe
And you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say

[Chorus:]
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i know my dreams are real
I believe i can
I believe i will
I believe i hold it soon man
That is what i do believe

Your fools are justes singing, your soul aha
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your moind
So just believe they will come true in time
It will be fine leave all of your kiss and stress behind and
Just let it go
Let the music go inside again the pain
It just start to believe

[Chorus]

[Rap passage]

At third my yet what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me
I won't give up, i'll keep it up
Looking to the sky
I will achieve on my knees
I will always believe

[2x chorus]

Its always been a happy moment being wit them.
im glad ila is still part of my life 4 almost 6 yrs.
I treasure everyseconds wit her.
Of course.i love my bestfriend=)
But only some people juz dnt noe how to
appreciates things.
Like WTH.aku pun ade prasaan lah beb.OOps!
Dnt take it too hard ya.
To whom it may occur.
It was juz a random remarks.
hahaha!
Well,well,well.
wat more shld i say?
i miss the good old times wit my old classmates.
i miss the good old times going roller blading at
east coast wit those people.
i miss the good old times laughing like hell
wit the sno senior people 2007.
"The June camp was awesome indeed."
Always a memorable one:)
i miss my "MINTS"
i miss Azliah.
i miss spending time wit dear.
i miss my tampines home badly.
i miss alot of things lahs gile!
My life is tying me dwn 4 the nxt 4 mnths.
So i muz bare wit it babe.
Bare the consequences.
Im bored lah.
I nd a break man.
I nd my tall 2 pump hazelnut choc cream chip fappicino
blended cream plzzz!
Due to my sore throat,i cnt even hv a sip of cold drink.
THANX ALOT EKK.
I nd 2 get better soon.pretty soon.=(
Boohooooooo.

I JUZ FEEL LIKE SAYING THIS.

"U ARE JUZ A PIECE OF SHIT!

hahaha.gudnite.




LOVELOVE,
Yana

When the moment i find out the turth.
Tears pricked behind my eyes and my jaws muscles cleaned into a tight ball.
I didnt feel like crying but the moistness in my eyes,the pain in my jaw
said i was about to baw my eyes out.
But i hold on.
When the moment i find out i had failed.
I had fallen into a pit of despair.
i was finding it very difficult to pull
myself out of that pit,
To start a new n accept the fact.
i wasnt prepared.
To face all this consequences all alone.
Honestly,i wasnt.
But i right nw,i turn the table arnd.
Lookin at the bright sight.
Where a path would lead me 2 my dreams.
To realise endless opportunities is waiting 4 me.
Although i noe,i bound to make a mistake on my way dere.
i believe i will pick myself up and go on.
Because i rebuff 2 admit defeat this time.
& letting people 2 pull me dwn.
No doubt,its tough but i hv to do it.
For my own good.
Lastly,all i nd is support not criticize.
You dnt hv 2 take revange on me,
You dnt hv 2 ditch me frm behind,
You dnt hv 2 do all this towards me
basicly bcz u still felt hurt deep within you.
YOU DNT.
Dnt make people suffer 4 ur satisfaction.
I dnt deserve this.Im holding on to my promises.
& u cnt make me fall this time.
ThankQ.


With LOVE:
yana