DONT WANNA TRY-BY FRANKIE J

i cant believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i cant believe it ..4 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i tryd to save it so many times but you still couldnt see
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
ur tellin me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i


-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love


Verse 2
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i


-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love

What i did know,and very well at that,
was that you could plan endlessly,
trying to anticipate every need,
every problem that might arise.
Then when you thought you had everything
covered,a dive emergency would strike.

LOve.Lyyana.



I miss starbucks:(

Define FATE

Fate can be a cruel blow to humans.
Humans tend to blame all the problems
on something so intangible as Fate.
People who claim that everything is fated
sometimes use it as an excuse to pursue their own ends.
People who believe that they are in control of their lives
are the total opposite of those who believe in FATE
Bcoz they believe that the choices and actions that they make
will decide who they are in the future.
They crave out their own future and destiny.
These people who have the most freedom.
the freedom of choosing how they want to lead
their short life,
and the freedom, of making their own decisions,
which will affect the path they take.
Live is too short for us to leave everything to chance.
We hv to endure all those obstacles.
Determination,Persevere and Believe.
All humans beings can control their fate to a large extent.
We are in control of OUR own lives.
Not ur family,friends,lovers or cousins.
It is YOU.

Someone PROMISE to bring me to eat Sushi today.
Maybe that typical somebody forgot?really forgot?
was suddenly struck by a sudden sickness or perhaps tired.
OoOoOo sOo sad.
*Slap forehead*--'PANG!'
Yana,how culd u make such a judgement?
Pardon me.
Well,i hv every right to say anything i want nw.
Basically bcz im feeling utterly demoralized.
damn it.
I believe this feelin wnt go on n on.
till here lah k.
No mood.Nt motivated.Nt interested.

END~

Love,Lyyana.

"MUKE MESTI MAHU MAINTAIN YE KAK"

Somehow or rather im thankful ive gvin a chance
to prove im capable of achieving my dreams.
Its the same old boring thing dat im refering abt.
Ya.my o's.
I shall erase abt it juz 4 a while.
So dat my mind will allow me to update abt my
daily rants.
My so called "last day" at work will be nxt week.
haishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
as much as i wanted to stay,time doesnt allowed me to.
i have to sacrifice something in order to achieve my dreams.
1st is starbucks.2nd will be.......?
i dnt noe.
But im really thankful dat my store manager was really
understanding.
he allowed me to take 2months leave & resume
bk to wrk straight after my o's.
yipeee!
Right now,i've been juggling with skewl,studies,family,bf and friends.
i hope you people wnt run away if i shld fall.
i nd ur support most.
Dnt come and tell me "what cn i do?"
its all BULLSHIT.
In school,
the person whom i look forward to is Illa.
If nt bcoz of her,gosh!
My attendance rate would rapidly increase!hehehe.
& Lets ovrnite at illa house again!yipeee!
Nw,im craving for Sushi lar.Bf promise me to bring me dere.
still waiting..........................hmmmmmmm.
& yah! i miss playing bowling.







I MISS THEIR LAUGHTER.



LOve Lyyana.

STOP & STARE !

ooowhhh.pleaseeeeeeeeee.
i wanna get over wit my o's.
Quickly as possible.
2 months left.


The clock is ticking fast enough.